i'm ayslynne, i'm 18, i'm from alberta canada, I LOVE my God and honestly...i don't know what i'm looking for. i'm trying to figure it out. so here's a little look into my life. feel free to message me.
no matter what anyone says
I’m going to be here to love you. I gave you my heart and you said that you would keep it safe. now we’re going to get through this. and we’re going to be the us we were always meant to be. you are my everything <3
I feel loved
I’ve been so busy with finishing my old job and starting my new I never did an update on Valentines Day! I, personally love Valentines Day. I always have ever since I was a kid. Floyd however, does not love it so much. but he sucked it up and celebrated it with me. to make it a little more bearable for him, I bought him an 8 pack of pilsner :P and I took a deck of playing cards and I wrote something I love about him on every single one. he bought me hershey kisses and GET THIS, he went out of his comfort zone and he wrote me a letter! it is the cutest thing in the entire world and he put little heart stickers all over it. I just love him :)
I love my boyfriend so much. My heart feels like its breaking I’m so happy when he sends me these
its so scary and strange lately
I feel like so many people my age I know are getting promise rings and getting engaged and I’m just like…omg we’re old enough for this now aren’t we? and the thing is, I want this! I mean, I’m in no position to even consider it, but that was always what I wanted as a child; to marry young. also scary to me is that Floyd and I have had some very serious conversations lately. good scary though. but if we’re going to try our hardest through the good and the bad to be together forever, I need more money. I need a plan, I need a job, I need to go to school, I need the income to move out, ahhh!! I need to have enough of a plan that even if I fall flat on my ass I don’t need to go crawling back to my parents because I already know they will disapprove. but I know what I want. and I know what we’re willing to do to get there
you touched my heart
last night, you looked into my eyes and you told me that you wanted me forever. we’ve said this before so i said it back. but you looked deeper into my eyes and you said you genuinely mean it when you say you want me forever. you said you genuinely would be so happy with that and that you don’t ever want to live without me. I fricken love you. you are my everything <3
