i'm ayslynne, i'm 18, i'm from alberta canada, I LOVE my God and honestly...i don't know what i'm looking for. i'm trying to figure it out. so here's a little look into my life. feel free to message me.
its so scary and strange lately
I feel like so many people my age I know are getting promise rings and getting engaged and I’m just like…omg we’re old enough for this now aren’t we? and the thing is, I want this! I mean, I’m in no position to even consider it, but that was always what I wanted as a child; to marry young. also scary to me is that Floyd and I have had some very serious conversations lately. good scary though. but if we’re going to try our hardest through the good and the bad to be together forever, I need more money. I need a plan, I need a job, I need to go to school, I need the income to move out, ahhh!! I need to have enough of a plan that even if I fall flat on my ass I don’t need to go crawling back to my parents because I already know they will disapprove. but I know what I want. and I know what we’re willing to do to get there
